I never thought it would feel like this….

I guess the reality is that we do grow around our grief, but growing around the grief means that centre the core of pain still remains.

I have grown as a person, more than ever I am aware of my emotions. But, despite this I still have struggles, lige brings struggles and we have no choice but to face them.

Slightly imperfect, I face them head on, even though there are times I think in just can’t I do.

Hurt, huts more than ever, upset, hurts more than ever, love, I love mor than ever.

The only thing I can think is that being in tune with my emotions doesn’t just turn into kindness and determination it turns emotions stronger. The good makes me cry the bad makes me cry, but I continue……