2021, what a year its been so far!
Covid continued and I carried on working from home, homeschooling and being mum and housewife. I wasn’t well not sure what was going on but I was unwell.
I was also still doing my degree and coming to my final exams, when I found myself single again!
How a was I going to manage, how was i going to complete my exams. Panic struck, but I continued.
Good news I have completed my degree, and have signed up for the masters.
Also took the plunge and saw the doctor, and yes I wasn’t well, B12 deficiency and the dreaded menopause has struck me at 42.
There is something that struck me about the menopause, feelings of being less of a woman, and not being able to have more children. Not that I wanted anymore but having the choice taken away from me was very surreal.
Looking forward now I know that some things just can’t be fixed, and some things will be broken forever.
The last few months have taught me that people do believe only one version of every story and don’t consider both sides. I know that people can switch off emotions as quick as they switch them on.
Me I remain slightly fragile, but I feel, I love and I protect my cubs. I am looking forward not back and to all the haters, well come walk in my shoes, only then will you have the right to judge 👌😊
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I am glad that you are doing well.