Christmas and the pain

Christmas once again has been and gone, but not without its niggling reminders.

The reminder that I can only buy items for your grave.

The reminder that your my angel on the tree

The reminder that we have 3 Christmas Sacks not 4.

The positives well I got to love you for 6 weeks, I was your mammy. I was there and loved you, and continue to love you. I have you in my heart, mind and soul.

I am lucky to have been given the chance to be a mum again. Every day is a reminder your not here, but everyday is also a reminder that I have survived this journey that I am on.

I couldn’t be prouder of my kids and myself right now. I had the first Christmas morning of many on my own with the kids and this mama bear cracked it. Nothing will stop me.

Merry Christmas to you all, you can do this πŸ€ΆπŸŽ„πŸ˜Š

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