It takes me time to adjust every day…. Not because of anything specific but because I once lost myself, and to be comfortable I need time to adjust to my surroundings.
People have had years to accept who they are, and I know we all have hangups, but 19 years ago I became a whole new imperfect person .
I can honestly say I had at least 5-6years where I just scraped by just about managing to function.
By today I have embraced the new me, imperfect, broken, sensitive, lost sole….. If there was a name for someone who has lost a child it would incorporate all these things… 💓💙💔😔
Bywyd, wedi colli plentyn/Life after losing a child 
I’m sorry to ask this but are you currently married? I don’t recall seeing anything about your husband.
HoffiHoffi
Hi Steve,
No not married my son’s partner and I split following the death of our son. I then got married had two children’s dad, but we sadly split about 5 years ago.
HoffiHoffi