Panto day……

So today was panto day for us, just me and the kids…..and you know it was a great day we all loved it.

There is one thing I really struggle with, its if I hear a child crying. Since I lost my son there is something inside me that just makes me want to get up and go to them. I physically have to stop myself, unless it’s mine or my friends of course.

Then if I see someone asleep I can’t just peer over and say aww they are sleeping. I watch to make sure they are breathing….this is something I accept is now part of who I am. This won’t change or go away..this is me💙💔