Self Doubt

When I lost my son, I lost the ability to believe in myself. After all I couldn’t keep him alive so I was useless.

Though I know now that’s not true, I know that it wasn’t my fault. That feeling of being useless often surfaces.

I don’t want conflict nor will I stand up for myself sometimes in the fear of being humiliated or intimidated. I’m scared of facing failure again, but not scared of trying.

I know I’m worthy of a lot more than I give myself credit for, but my experiences ensure I remain humble no matter what, even adds a little self doubt along the way.

You can do this, it’s your journey, you decide and nobody else.

Delyth