There are days when I think I use every possible emotion.
It really is the little things, the little arms around your neck and the almost words ‘I love you’. The older children and their kind caring ways.
Yes I know seems too perfect, and at times it is. We have flying hormones and moments where everything is just too much. I will sob for moment and wonder why everything goes wrong.
But I am mum and I’m damned if I do and damned if I don’t, so I grit my teeth pull myself together and carry on.
Then I end the day watching instant family. Well I cried and laughed, I never thought I would be in the same situation (well almost the same) but I love my kids 2 teenagers, one toddler whom I am guardian to and my angel boy in heaven.
One lucky mama bear 💜💙💙💔
And tomorrow we will do it all again 😊👌
Life after losing a child 