Yesterday was hard for me as I sat watching the children opening their presents, I couldn’t help but think about my eldest who should be here with us too.
I miss him each and every day but Christmas time, birthdays, anniversaries are always s little more difficult.
I hope you all managed to get through the day, whichever way you chose whether it was a quiet day or time with family, I hope you found the strength to make it a special day.
For me today it’s another day with family and friends, and no doubt I will have moments when my mind will wonder to think about my eldest, 18 years on and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Always in my heart and mind you are my boy.
I hope you all have a good day whatever you decide to do…. 💙
Life after losing a child 