If you could instantly master any skill, what would it be and why?

Mae y rhan ansicr ohonai yn dweud, swni wrth fy modd yn darllen meddylia….. ha ha… ond ar y llaw arall maer ochor ansicr ohonai yn deud… Oh na rhag ofn bod fi gweld gormod a clywed gormod… 😅

The insecure part of me wishes i could read minds…. ha ha….. but the same insecurity thinks … oh no incase i hear and see things that arent so positive. 😅

What’s a song that always puts you in a good mood?

A song that is on my play list…..

One moment in time…

Thats it…one moment it changed my life forever, throwing me on this new life journey that is a daily challenge.

Striving to be the best i can be … the song inspires me because i do believe despite the challenge of building myself back from a thousand pieces.

I also believe there is a moment ahead of me despite all i have achieved so far and all the hurdles, and believe me i have worked damn hard to achieve what i have to date….a degree, APM, Career, family, foster carer, guardian…..but still i know that there is a moment an unbelievable moment out there yet to achieve, and thats what i see in this song!

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

Yn gynta mewn deg mlynadd fy ngobaith yw i ddal fod yma, yn gweld y plantos di tyfu fyny ac yn dal i fentro yn y byd ma.
Does dim gwybod be ddaw, ond gobeithio bod dyfodol disglair on blaenau gyda llawer o gariad a hapusrwydd.
Mewn byd sydd mwy na erioed, mor ansicr, dim ond hyn gallwn obeithio am…..

What is your favorite type of weather?

Mae na wbath amdan bore oer sych a chydig o wynt.

Dim gwell i glirio’r cobwebs a meddylia. Mae gwynt main, bron yn gwneud i ni osgoi hel meddylia ac yn cymeryd drosodd y synhwyrau.

Ceir yr un effaith gyda eira, a’i brydferthwch yn gorchuddio bob math o anialwch.

Who is the most confident person you know?

Confidence for me is only a perception. I don’t view it as one size fits all.

People and situations can be so different. In work i am confident as i know what I’m doing and enjoy what i do. Take me out of work and i have no confidence whatsoever. I think this is true for many people, they can appear confident in different situations.

Some seem infused with confidence, but it’s a cover for the breakages inside them.

Those who are lucky enough to have 100%confidence, well I ain’t sure if that’s even possible. If it is, then great, if not well i guess that makes us all pretty normal, whatever that means 🤔🤣

Where can you reduce clutter in your life?

Reducing clutter is a difficult one for me…

I don’t come from much which has made possessions prominent in my mind. Clutter used to make me feel wealthy, warm and accomplished.

Now i realise that clutter is things we don’t necessarily need, but firm attachments to, so i have over the years scaled down considerably.

Clutter of the mind, however, that continues as I am constantly thinking of a million things at once. I have tried brain dumps, speaking out, lists, and so much more, but cluttering the mind gives less space to the trauma that continuously wants to take over.

So, in short, sort of decluttered home, but a very cluttered mind.

Share what you know about the year you were born.

I fod yn honest, wyddwn i ddim am flwyddyn  fy ngeni. Gwn fy mod y trydydd plentyn i Mam a Dad, a doedd fy ddechreuad ddim yn un hawdd, efo gorfod cael transfusion yn syth.

Er hyny dwin falch iawn or flwyddyn hono, falch o fod yma, a mwyaf oll falch o fod wedi cael y dechreuad cefais yn bywyd.

Omg….. Do you know in my head everyone is saying horrible things, but then part of me thinks if they are, then its cause they dont know me.

Tell us one thing you hope people say about you.

One day i hope people will realise im a loner from choice, not snobery nor because its what i like. Its purely  because i cant risk myself on any more people, i have been hurt by the closest, strangers and more and i cant take any more of it. So i keep my circle small to save nobody but my family and i.

I hope one day that people will say, i was a good woman, and if they dont, well i wont be here to hear it so really, who cares.

My family is my everything, as long as they are ok, then i will have done something right.

I love deeply, and if you make the inner circle, then know that you are extremely lucky, but know also that you are a person i trust with my heart ❤️

What could you do less of?

This is something I do constantly…..

Somethings are instilled,  behaviours that have been created from a very young age. 

Why dont you stop then, i hear you say…..

Is it a bad thing?

The day i stop worrying what others think, is the day i dont care…….

I will leave that with you….

I would certainly prefer to be the way i am, than so closed off that i care for nothing….

Are you more of a night or morning person?

I really can not just fall asleep, I admire people who can.

Instead every night I read, colour or watch telly until I can do no more.

That’s the point I put everything away and go to sleep.😴